So I kinda weighed in last week ... I forgot completely on both Wed and Thur so I weighed in on Friday but it was after I'd got dressed for work and I didn't have time to change.
So that weight came in at 95.7kgs (which you may remember is the same as last week).
I spent the whole weekend and the start of this week seriously down about it. There were other stressors in my life as well, but still.
I was catered for and had little choice about my food choices on both Thur and Friy. By Tues the cravings had got to me and I was just upset that I wasn't losing weight.
I really really really want/need to!! OMG I seriously do.
I think I'm slowly coming to realise just how big I am
Oh another compounding factor is Monday I received some clothed I'd bought offline and they made me look even more humungous.
I really am big.
I had no idea.
So Tuesday I had four saladas with peanut butter and butter.
I knew I was emotionally eating but when you don't think eating well is getting you anywhere, where does the resolve come from?
Anyway Wed morning I weighed in at 94.3kgs.
I'm feeling better and able to keep my resolve.
I still feel at a complete loss about how to get this weight off if eating healthy isn't doing it (probably my yo-yo'ing in the past has caused some metabolic damage).
Anyway, I'm on plan.
I feel huge, my clothes are tight and I'm getting bouts of nausea.
No, I'm not pregnant (I wish I were).
I don't know what's causing the nausea.
Maybe I have worms?
Anyway that's the update. I'm upset my online purchases turned to sh** (including the shoes because the eBay seller says it's my fault she didn't get her sizes right) and I'm upset I'm still fat.