Back on Track as of last week. Been eating super-clean.
Had a slip up last night and had passionfruit merange. It was delicious but the sugar-high following was awful. Stopped me enjoying the next hour or so of fun with my friends.
Still on track though, I will accept things like that can and will happen and this is a journey.
I'm feeling desperate to get this weight off though.
Not desperate enough to do anything stupid, don't worry. Just really frustrated I have so much work ahead of me.
I think how big I am is starting to sink in. The denial is deep and hard to break, but I'm trying to open my mind and let the denial break...
Current weight: 102.2kgs